Right at this moment, I hope that..
My heart will stop beating,
I will stop breathing,
My mind will stop thinking,
and every single thing comes to an end.

If everything could restart after death, I swear, I will kill myself immediately.

I feel, that I don't exist on this world at all.
Seriously.

Friends, do you still remember me?
Do you even know that I have changed my number? After soooo many months?
Do you even even know that I have quitted poly? hah. That's freaking LONG ago now.

I'll be going for a job interview tomorrow.
And i seriously hope that i can get the job.
Then, it'll be school.
Then, that'll be my new life.
=)

I had a super weird dream last night.
But all i could remember is that the time frame of the dream is when I'm in secondary school. I was wearing my school uniform. That's weird. It's like a part of my memory that came alive.
o.0

I had just finished reading a good love novel.
'When in Rome'. I love it.
It's about this girl, Georgie, having a accountant boyfriend, David, who is stable in his income and you know, stable but mundane. And she had this ex-boyfriend named Mike, who is ambitious, popular, flirtatious, gorgeous, sexy and all, but always leave her aside and never holds her hand when they're out.
It's a story about Georgie, hoping to bump into Mike on the street when she's looking lovely and happy while Mike looks just like a poor bloke, and beg her to go back to him after realising that he missed out plenty.
And amazingly, she flew to Rome with Mike! Hah.

When I told my boy how awsome this book is, you know what he reply me?
" So, Georgie is you, David is me, and Mike is Daryl? "
=.=''

Oh well, my boy ain't any accountant and he's not as mundane as David is, and well, it's impossible for things like that to happen. For goodness sake, it's a novel.

But it's damn romantic and sweet.

I'm going MIS tml to submit my application!

It's time to grow up. I'm fucking 20 years old. And yea, all the wrong that i did in the past, shall be buried in somewhere deep and not to be touched.
I shall start looking forward, make myself useful, earn buckets of gold and be independent.
Get my own apartment, car, and everything.

I shall start from scratch..

What is 14 Feb to me?

Saturday.

Valentine's Day? What is that?
When you have no money, whatever day is just a normal day.

Time to update with some PHOTOS!

I am officially 20! And this is my super small but delicious-cious-cious birthday cake, baked by my boy.
It's super super delicious-cious-cious, cuz he had a super skilful shifu!
That is ME!

Thanks all who have wished me a Happy Birthday.
People like MaRui, Shiqin, Teckhui.. and not forgetting those who wishes me Happy Birthday on Friendster/Facebook!

Next,
Presenting, my precious glutton!

She eats,

and she eats!

But she is adorable. Never fails to give me that cute and innocent face whenever I go near her cage. And she will sit in my hand quietly to let me sayang her.

Next, is love!

This is CNY Eve. =D

Haha. I think I'm getting fatter. =.=''

Job searching now!

I've decided to go for MIS - Dip in Business Management.
MIS seem to be a nice school. And the best thing is that the railway station is just beside it!
Maybe one day after school, I decided that Singapore is not for me, and i can just take the train to elsewhere~

I wonder, how it is like taking the train.
And, I think most likely I will go get my Class 3A license when I'm studying.
3A = Faster, Easier, Car more Expensive.
I can't clutch in and change gear and all, cuz i think my coordination SUCKS. Changing gear for bike is far far far far far more easier. Cuz it's kinda hard for you to change wrong gear. =.=

My bday is coming. How will it be?
Boring? Nothing? Surprise?
I don't know. Some part of me is looking forward to it, but some are not.
Cuz for this bday, i bet most of my friends won't remember.
C'mon, for xmas and new year and cny, only like one or two wishes me. So i guess that's it.

Dear friend,
do you even know that I've quitted school?
Do i even have friends huh.

I had a super bad morning today. =(
And i plan to make myself feel better later.

It is women's fate to be under men and serve them?
Succumb to them?
Listen to them?
That's so yesterday.